Just a counter to see where my friends are coming from ^___^

And in the end the words won't matter Cause in the end nothing stays the same And in the end dreams just scatter and fall like rain All we are we are

NOI abbiam capito tutto è un po' come nel calcio la dura legge del gol gli altri segneranno però che spettacolo quando giochiamo noi NON MOLLIAMO MAI

And every time I close my eyes I think, I think about you inside I can't see where you're comin' from But I know just what you're runnin' from

Tu, ora dove sei? se vivi un'altra storia, con chi stai? chi ti prenderà? chi ti stringerà? chi ti griderà sei unica? mio danno ed amore

Tell me you'll love me like a star Tell me you'll want me wherever you are, Tell me you'll breathe me until your last breath. Liar liar oh liar liar.

There are people you cannot avoid to fall in love with. Even if you know it’s the stupidest, dumbest thing ever. You know that, and you keep telling yourself it’s a big –HUGE actually!- mistake, but it doesn’t matter because every time you see them your heart skip a beat. Every damn time your traitorous heart get the upper hand as if your will is nonexistent .
But that’s the point, it’s incontrollable and ensnare you without possibility of redemption.
It’s like an addiction, because right there, for a single blinding instant, nothing else is important beside that missed beat. There’s a rush in your blood that makes you drink life fully.
Crazy, passionate, vibrant: for a moment everything is like it should be, and simply because that person exist!
So you do the stupidest things like straining your ear for a lilt in a voice, or having goose bumps for a whiff of an odor. A back walking away from you can break your heart, and you keep watching.
It hurts, and it’s so wrong and you know it, you repeat yourself “I told you so” as if your heart should learn its lesson. Your stare lingers till they are gone then you manage to rein yourself in, but the loss is so wild your heart trembles and retreat. Rightfully punished for its rebellion, banished into a corner of your being where it won’t make you suffer again. You’ll guard it, hide it. You stay away from trouble cured of your silly desire for people who force you to love them at your own expense.
You avert your eyes, close your ears, hold your breath if necessary, and you while you become more and more confident you forget what it was like to at love’s mercy. You stop thinking of them and you’ve won.
You are immunized against that person, like they’re a virus and you’ve finally developed antibody. You stop consciously avoiding them and let life go quietly and normally.
So one day you meet them again, you’re sure your prepared for that, you harden your defenses and smile. Everything goes well and your pleased with yourself, you turn around and exhale a deep breath you did not realize you were holding. You’re finally free! They call your name and you turn around smiling elated. You look at them, their face, their eyes and mouth and nose, you really see them again and your heart skip a beat.
You simply cannot avoid loving them.